I had a Starbucks cup last night.. :c In no less than 24 hours, I ate my words and morphed into a hypocrite. Nyahahahhaha. That will be my last!! c:

starbucked

I cant believe I'm saying this but...... I miss school.. Bwahahahahhahaha. Not nursing or SPUM! Just schooling in general.. nyahaaa (I speak like I have not been under the same scorn and scrutiny of the SPC sisters for over a decade)

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I love the smell of coffee at Starbucks but I now refuse to be driven mad by their grande's and venti's of php150 something. It is such a waste. I love their Toffee Nut Frappe but I could no longer rely on their expensive caffeine. There is some mentality that they impose that you have to have a Starbucks coffee on your hand while studying, watching a movie, having a meeting, or just basically while drowning yourself in misery (well it's a much acceptable alternative to alcohol). No i dont repulse Starbucks. It's the idea of having overpriced caffeine in my system that i hate. And yes, i occasionally take a sip or two but I'll strive harder next time not to be a trator of my words. I just cant resist the smell........ (gets sucked into a whirl of aromatic grounded coffee beans.... snaps out of reverie all of a sudden realizing this is not a daydream but typed words dictated by my fully conscious state- vigilant and upbeat.) All im saying is, mmmmm.. Im broke and I cant afford good smelling coffee anymore. Nyahaa. It'll be my resolution to resist (remember: resist is the key term) Starbucks. I shall hate it for putting me into bankrupcy. (oa! To hell. I can say whatever I want, this is my blog anyway.)c:

My lola passed away last May 12, 2009. Before tragedy befell on us on May 7, 2009 , she was stronger than any of us in our home.. i'm certain she can even beat my 135-lb brother in a marathon.. I'll never regret the 20 wonderful years I spent with her.. I'll never forget the way she laughs or how she passionately shares episodes from teleseryes or game shows that i missed.. ( It would bring me unfathomable pain to write this in past tense so just let this be) When i get home late, she'd wait for me while playing gameboy as she sits in her rocking chair.. When i leave in the morning, she'd carry my books or bags.. and accompany me to the car.. It's the simple things that make her the most pleasant and selfless person I know.. not just to me but to everyone else she knows.. Her prayers mostly consisted of wishes for all others' sake and not her own.. She spent most of her life taking care of everyone without ever asking anything in return.. I regret not showing how much grateful I am for her.. I imagined spending more time with her after I graduate and take the boards..now I'll never have the chance to do that.. Losing her is the most painful thing I've felt.. it's like i lost a parent and a friend.. But i know i'll get by everyday knowing that God is taking care of her now..

We love you so much and we miss you.. Happy 80th Birthday Auntie!

5 minutes

over the past months,iv had countless attempts to break the barrier thats been keeping me from entering my own blogger account in the comfort of my own home... there's this certificate error thing that i dont even understand.. sadly, my computer skills or lackthereof would no longer provide me the liberty of pouring my heart out (blah blah and something else thats very cliche) every aching moment i want to rant and just curse somebody, someone and my school. (joke, but not really)

the worst has happened.. iv dragged myself to an internet cafe.. friendster @ i-manila cafe is the most pathetic thing.. it's equally appalling with having to eat @ our school's canteen while cats freely lurk around trying to scare the shit out of me,sette and others who are deeply annoyed and disgusted by the thought of feline tails brushing on our legs. (i lost grip of the real issue here im sorry) what im saying is, it's bad enough that friendster is such a..... (ugh i canteven describe it) ................ think about it, arethose 400 something friends you approved really your friends? HAHA if you just answered yes, then maybe im just full of crap.

im sitting @ number 3 computer with a broken spacebar which i have to exert effort to hit while it makes an annoying sound like that of a typewriter. the person to my right is smiling freakishly at the web cam while a topless man on the right upper window is doing God knows what. to my left, a middle-aged woman laughs loudly and verbalizes to the person next to her that she cant stop laughing... i look over to her screen only to find out shes watching titanic in YouTube. i watched titanic when i was a kid, i know that's too long ago, but i remember vividly theres nothing overly comical about it.

7:45pm COunter girl: "Miss, 5minutes na lang"

Gotta gow!