i have found my bigggest frustration in nursing.... breaking ampules. Never have I decently broken an ampule without injuring my thumb or index finger. If it's not a tuklap... a piece of broken glass gets stuck on my finger... it's getting really annoying.. especially.. when i put all my efforts and my incredible hulk strength into breaking one.. ...and i get nothing.. not even the slightest crack or budge an army of ants could probably muster. oh well.
tough week...
yesterday, i dropped a huge proportion of my ice cream on the floor of a mall.. i nonchalantly pretended that nothing happened.. but in truth i was bursting with guilt and almost on the verge of tears. for one, someone might slip and i pity the person who would have to clean it up.. so what's a 20- year old ice cream-eating adult got to do? BE THE IMBISILE THAT I PERFECTLY AM. haha.. i did nothing.. about 5 meters away i turned to look behind me and i found people checking up on their shoes.. like they stepped on poop. i knew i shouldnt have trusted myself with icecream on a cone.. note to self: baby steps laps.. stick with the cup.
the 'on the verge of tears' over an ice cream incident is just one among many silly stuff that i seriously contemplate on.. in the movie 'sweet home alabama'..i cried when reese witherspoon visited her dog's grave ( i cried both times i watched it). i cried over the film 'inconvenient truth'.. ugh. there are others. but it would be even more pathetic to remember it all.
the other day, i was watching discovery channel.. i think it was the feature..'the girl who lives in the dark' it's nothing creepy like the title suggests.. but it's the hauntingly sad but strangely beautiful story of Wan Lao..... guess what... i cried. but it's different this time, i have not cried like that since August 11, 2008.
tough week.
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